*message for the day*
i know we'll see each other again
*song of the day*
oo - up dharma down
you'll remember me when the west mind moves...
sa ngayon, kinakaharap ko ang isa sa pinakahihintay (at pinaka kinakabahan) na mga pangyayari sa buhay ko...okay lang naman sana siya as a whole.. but the problem is the side effects...as usual, love mode haha..
hindi ko siya makakasama...yun ang napagdesisyunan.. anyway, hindi rin naman ako umaasa.. sigurado sa ibang gawain siya ilalagay. hayy..okay lng yan.. mind set..
di mo lang alam naiisip kita...
pakshet dakilang torpe pa naman ako pagdating sa mga ganung bagay.. as in no joke.. di ko nga siya makausap ng maayos eh pag kaharap ko na siya. for some reason na pipipe na ako at wala nang sense ang mga nasasabi ko.
i get so weak in the knees i can hardly speak, i lose all control..
pero that is all in the past now.. he's certainly in love with someone else, with confirmation from the girl mismo (tibay eh no!) hayy..
love hurts... love sucks...
i shouldn't be thinking this way.. anyway, it's not that i'm SOOOO bitter about the whole thing. i can accept the freakin' reality.. it's just that i feel so bad about the whole thing.. but i'm sure i can manage.. but the question is.. when?!
pretty baby don't you leave me.. i have been saving smiles for you..
i think makikita ko na rin ulit siya bukas after many days na wala ako.. haha, then afterwards we'll go separate ways...and then maybe in the near future we'll see each other again. i mean, that is if we're both in the place and all the usual crap. i will really miss his HARDCORE laugh and his punching-my-stomach-because-it's-hurting-so-damn-much syndrome.
it's funny how we suddenly fall in love with the most peculiar of people, very different from what we really thought we're going to be in love with...it just BANG! stares on your face and starts to play jackstone like a kid.. haha, funny
sorry, i'm starting to lose my sense of humour...
