Name : Red Velvet From : Earth, Likes : Anything that similar with teddy bear Dislikes : insects Location : anywhere everywhere in the part of THE WORLD Motto : blablabla. Description : describe your self.
*Message for the day* Bakit kaya Leave ni Jojo? Wala lang feel ko lang.. care?
Weird.. something might have struck me so hard today to make me decide to write something here in my blog. Actually, wala na talaga sana akong intention na ituloy. But due to insistent public demand (wow, feeling) --------- na itigil ko na daw ang pag boblog (haha, downfall) i just like to irritate those people by updating nalang. come on for a change naman.. hay. bangag
So anong mode? Love mode as usual.. All time favorite mode... magmomoda ako
Hmmm. how are we na ba? we're pretty fine. still going strong despite of all my insecurities and doubts na medyo imaginary in a way. he does his best naman to assure me that he's still the one know... but i don't know din.. in a way something is changing. siguro kasi naiinfluence lang ako ng liberated culture sa paligid ko. as much as i want to stop it, since i am moving in this kind of society i definitely can't help it. all we can do is stay away from the conditions. hay.. pero how can i be sure?
I trust the guy, really. he's really nice to me naman eh.. maybe nagiging demanding lang ako masyado kaya parang mag hinahanap pa ako. urgh. don't want to be that way. wag nang guluhin ang relasyon kung maayos naman ito. psychotic na ata ako.. geez, please no.
anyway i love the guy. i mean really, really love him.. first love ko sia! sana lang everything will be alright. i'm his third naman eh.. pero ok lng kahit hindi ako yung una.. mahalaga dapat ako na ang huli.. yummy yummy hehe
hay why oh why.. sana hindi na lang ako na in love. there's so many things to think about. i just need peace sometimes pero i can't help but think about him and sometimes sa mga negative things na pwedeng mangyari.. nakakapagod.. kung hindi ko siguro pinasok itong buhay na ito hindi naman ako masyadong magkakaproblema. pero anyway it's best to have something/someone to think about even if it sometimes give you headache kesa nothing or no one to think about at all. haha. di ba. at least na eexercise ang brain at napapagod ang feelings kesa no activity at na aaccumulate lang ng cholesterol. (sana physically na eexercise din ako, haha)
anyway, i'm feeling sleepy na.. need to get up early pa at first day of enrolment na bukas. sana maayos namin ng maaga para makapasok pa ako ng office. hayst. gudluck sakin.
